time n/a, approx @442 ST: art is weird because it's subjective. i feel like it's subjectivity makes it hard for me to tell what's important to consider. artistic intention and execution is important to me but no matter how it's conveyed every persons going to feel different about the result. so then there isn't a ”right” opinion. so then in regards to my feelings, (i) don't know how to feel about the result. because i don't know what's ”right” or what's best even though that's not really the purpose of Art. urgh... my head hurts... figuratively...
@443-447 ST: top paragraph i all wrote in my imood and then i was like. hey i could probably just throw this on my blog page. so. yay
my PCs been fucked up for the past few weeks or so, so i'm coding all this on my little handheld device called a phone as you may know. yes it sucks. and i haven't been doing much of anything because of it. yes it sucks.
i miss my computer
@568-570 ST: AWOOOOOOOO... hi guys it's halloween now. i won't be doing anything specific for the site unfortunately but i feel like i had to mention it somewhere here. but i am open for trick-or-treating in my tumblr inbox, so knock at the door, why don't you...? i promise you, it's nothing sinistarrr...
@404-407 ST: i went on pinterest after forever today and ithink i realized i still really miss my object show era. i felt a lot less lonely then than i do now, but at the same time, i like who i am today. or at least who i think i am... i really don't think twitter is good for you
@54-62 ST: sometimes i wish i was more alluring, or more cryptic, or more...abstract, online ? perhaps all at once ?? i don't even know the best word for what i'm trying to describe, but something about people who have more of that kind of essence make me wish i was the same .. well. not exactly the same, but. yaknow... perhaps it's a part of me to be more grounded and literal with what i say, anyways (not sure i'm exactly ”grounded” though..)
@60-67 ST: since a week ago i figured i'm not really the kinda guy or gal to do blogging... ithink it was a week ago ? idk ...
besides that, i've been in a rain world mood. mood to play rain world. though that's only been since yesterday
i spent a few hours trying to figure out how to change face sprites for a slugbase mod. i practically got nothing done
@590-597 ST: hi. i forgot the sites closed today LOL. anyway i wanted 2 try figuring out a new layout for the blogging page, so everytime i wanna yap about something here i can set the specific beat. ”beat” is a term used for Swatch Time. this is making me realize time is really Weird. i mean. i guess i always sorta knew that ..
okay one thing to note. do Not make blog entries when you're sense of self isn't really. there... signing off, good luck. drink plany of water
hellog... i know it's been a whole year since i last made a blog entry...
been thinking since i updated the site not too long ago that i should maybe start doing blog entries again. i'm not too sure i'll start doing them so soon, since in my current state of mind i haven't really felt grounded in reality as a Person. or at least the person i want to be ? and ithink maybe i'm also too particular about things to be Normal about them. which'll probably include the way i make blog entries. also i'm listening to a YT playlist that was just playing ”Clair De Lune Etheral Remix” as i typed and it made me feel really elegant just now...
also ithink i just. have a really weird sense of self, as in me not really being able to... understand it, i guess ?
idon't really have anything else to say for now... signing off, good luck. i need to implement a new music player to this site ithink